"Alone in a room full of people..."

Jesus fucking christ. i dont know what to do anymore. i've been feeling like shit for the past 2 days and i dont know why... life just seems to be fucking me whenever it can. i cant stand feeling like this. today the thought of suicide crossed my mind and i actually kinda considered it. whats going on? a few weeks ago i never would have even thought of it and be trying to keep anyone from doing it. but now everything..... i dont fucking know!!!!!